I had a new born baby girl. I would leave her at night but come back every morning to feed her. She was so skinny and I was nervous I wasnt feeding her enough.

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jacquie had just went to the pee registration office and purchaced her very own pee spot! It was a big day! we celebrated with delicious cake and other treats. She took me with her down to a river to show me her pee spot to help her clean up the area if need be. She could only show a limited number of people her potty hole because they were very private things. She looked on her map, then pointed out the peice of land. I told her i would start digging a potty hole for her with my bare hands. The ground was cold and icy. I made a hole, then i melted ice cold snow to create a glassy glaze within it. when I finished I told her that it would be pretty cold on her butt, but its better than nothing.

As we were walking away, our friend Jake popped out from some bushes carrying the hugest most beautiful trout Ive ever seen! It had brown spots, iridecent scales, and a thick pink stripe down its side. It had huge ruffly fins...i mean crazy big, like fluffy curtains. Jake was so proud of this fish he caught. he told me that this certain trout is the most tender in taste and demeanor. It would make a great pet. He gave me a sharp knife to clean it with. I scaled it and sliced up its middle. I threw its guts in the river. It was still alive and staring at me. Jake took it back and then let it free in the river. I was very confused..."Wont that fish die? I thought we were going to eat it! I wish we ate it..." I thought

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I was walking through a very fancy store with white walls. I had a pair of very strange glasses. There were 5 vertical rows and each pair of lense were light yellow or light rosey pink and tiny heart shaped. I kept switching it up and looking through the glasses, studying the change of color. I didn't know which look I liked better...sunny warm yellow, or soothing happy pink. I asked a man that worked there what I should do with myself and these glasses. He took me to a table in the back of a store and pointed to a giant chart on a table. It had hundreds of thousands of tiny pictures that made together a circle, then the rows were all numberd on the outside. He gave me a pen and I asked for a pencil in case i made mistakes. I stared mathing up number rows to picture rows and was embarressed when I didnt know what was in the picture...some were famous people, animals, instruments, shapes, clustered things...everything in the world i think. I couldnt keep my eyes on any one picture for very long. The glasses I looked through would make a rippling effect like oil on water to the chart. It was so beautiful. I knew I would never finish numbering this chart, but i would try later. I taped it to my belly and ran out of the store.